well, I feel like i need to tell all my fans why I have not make any good arts recently. one reason is because I am working 9 hours everyday except sunday, so i really dont have time to perfect my skills. even if i sometimes procrastinate at work to look at some art tutorials online, i still could not test out my new learned skills because at work i do not have my wacom nor SAI.

another reason... stress. i am trying to get myself into a good University in UK for master level studies (not art) and there is a lot of things to do - getting visas, writing personal statement, getting scholarships.

im also trying to woo this chick at work, it really does make me not wanting to paint sometimes.

and the last second reason, i kind of wanted to stop painting these animeish paintings, and wanted to paint realistic people. and i am trying to practice, but work just keeps getting in the way.

and now for the final reason, its video gaming, i love video games, especially RPGs and they take alot of time to play. im playing my third play through of Skyrim now, my character had become so powerful i literally kill all the bad guys in 1 shot. even dragons.

so 9 hours of work, 3 hours gaming. 8 hours sleep, 3 hours eat, shower and driving. so i have less than 1 hour everyday to paint.

and Mass Effect 3 is out soon, ME2 was my favorite game of all time. ME3 is gonna suck my life dry soon.

so yea, i just want to remind you all i probably wont be too productive on DA. but keep watching me. i love you all and i paint for your viewing pleasure. i care about you guys, that is why i write this journal (also because i am bored at work again).

so thank you all for reading. see you soon. and sorry for my bad english. cheerz